The last couple of hours remaining this year, I am still working and updating this in office.

Time goes so fast that I don't even have a chance to stop and think before making another step. Maybe it's time to think about what I have been through and achieved in this year. 2009 is a meaningful year for me, that’s for sure, at least I am struggling and living well here. It's even more meaningful for me because I realize that I am able to feed myself on my own. I know how hard it could be for my father the only breadwinner in my family working very hard to sustain our needs when the time I never stop asking for more. Anyway, I have been working for awhile and I think it’s time for me to think about the next move until I go too far from my original direction or pursue for something that I don’t need. In their eyes, I might be still a little boy. My mum called yesterday to give new year blessing “快高長大”. My mum is so cute and actually they are both very cute and funny like my dad laughs over the phone in this year way more than any time before. I started to see this as an explanation for the saying that people are getting cuter when they are aging. My mum told me that my brother who used to be so thrilled for the countdown would stay at home while my youngest brother would leave his computer and go out for that this year. She added that “Your brother said your youngest brother was going to replace him in the crowd this year”. I can see that they have changed a lot and it’s sad that I can’t be with them this year.

The trip to Banff, Jasper and Calgary in July was definitely a trip I will never forget. I got so many nice pictures taken along the trip but they hv been all wasted because they are all locked up in my old laptop forever. I will get it fix later…

I am applying the PR and still waiting for the processing which might take up to 6 months. This thing has almost killed me. The time and energy it takes to accomplish is way beyond my expectation and not to mention the money I have to spend on the documentations and exam. Anyway I am halfway there and hope that all my time and effort invested will finally pay off.

Some people coming in and out of my life so fast.

All of sudden I feel like going back to HK. I know this is not a good timing for me to make a decision because I was not sober enough to think. Maybe it’s right that it doesn’t help to think too much. The more you get through the clearer the path there will be and may be the answer is just well ahead.